If Nothing Changes, Nothing Changes.

English: A brick wall in Giza, Egypt.

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I was hit between the eyes when I first heard this one. There was an older gentleman that used to come to meetings with 20+ years of sobriety and this was one of his big sayings. I heard it many times before, but never knew the exact meaning of it. One night after a meeting I pulled him aside and asked him what it meant, his definition still holds true to this day, “Insanity, repeating the same thing over and over and expecting different results.”

My jaw dropped when he told me this because for years I had always tried the same old thing, but in the end, got the same result. Talk about an “ah ha” moment. This was the very thing I was doing my whole life and never understood why I wasn’t making any progress. I wasn’t changing. I stayed the same cruel, womanizing, drunk and I expected everyone else to change to suit my needs. As I have found out it doesn’t work that way. I cannot stay the same person and expect things to be different. Nope, I have to let God change my heart, and give me fresh insight, before I can make any change.

When i sobered up I didn’t know how to change. I didn’t know the first thing about it, but I knew I had to, or else I was headed back to the bottle. So I started asking questions, lots of questions and of course, I got a lot of answers, but none seemed right. So I went to the one who know’s all about change, and that’s the unchanging Gog. Kinda of a paradox isn’t it? The unchanging God know’s about change? Yep.

He is the unchanging, He is, and always will be God, deal with it. We, on the other hand are detestable humans far short of the glory of God. We need Him, to change us, by faith in His Son Jesus Christ, period. Humans are incapable of change without Him, it doesn’t work, I’ve tried. I hit my head against the brick wall many times and one thing I learned, that brick wall hurt! When Christ came into my heart, that was the first step to change. He does things in us that we could have only dreamed of. He changed this drunken, pathetic, lifeless, dead man walking  into  God-fearing man, so I know it’s possible, just with Him giving me strength.

Now don’t get me wrong, I still bump my head against the brick wall a time or two,(everyday) but it’s not as bad as it used to be. I try to learn from my mistakes, though i fail, Christ is there to pick me up and set me straight. Today I embrace change because I know it has to happen. Human beings have to continue to change, daily, if not, were nothing more than we used to be.

Thanks for reading!!! Be Blessed!!!!!!!


3 thoughts on “If Nothing Changes, Nothing Changes.

  1. I can completely relate! I never understood why my life wasn’t changing.. and it was because my heart wasn’t in the right position. When I decided to let Christ in finally, my life was transformed. I went from a girl with a terrible eating disorder, to a girl that is finally LIVING through Christ. God is amazingg =) thanks for sharing!

    • Hi!!!
      I’m glad you liked it. Its only through Christ that we can truly change. I tried hard for years and failed, it was only when i cam to Christ that i was able to change.

      In Christ,

  2. Thanks Scott for your honesty and yes it`s a daily thing , just learning how to die to self ,doesnt come naturally but praise God we have one in Jesus who who is in the business of the Supernateral ! He has been where we have been ;knows all our struggles . So glad you are on the journey , and every blessing as you go through each day.
    bless you

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